A Broken Heart

I have given all my love to you, but what do I get in return? 
A broken heart.
I have given you my heart, and you  took advantage of it.
I gave you all the trust, but you misused it.
I gave you the benefit of the doubt, and you proved everyone right.
I gave you my life and in the end you killed it.
I want to pull out my aching heart and tear it into pieces so I no longer love you.
I want to lose my memory so I no longer think of you.
I want to go so far that I no longer have to see your face. 
I want to cry, but I no longer have tears to fall down my sad, lonely face.
I want to sleep, but my dreams haunt me with you in them.
I can't seem to find a way out. What do I do?
I don't want anyone to see this, not even you.
How do I get out of this?
How do I stop this misery? How do solve this mystery?
I am afraid to move on because I know I won't find anyone
to make me feel the way you do, 
The way you look at me, 
The way you call me baby, 
The sound of your voice when you tell me that you care.I love you so much I think I'm going to die from this pain that haunts me night and day. How can forget you? When the only love I've known is you.How can I move on? If life is not the same without you?