Forever Hurt

Am I gonna feel this way forever. When I finally feel like I can cope, You creep into my thoughts and once again all I want to do is cry. I  try to move on and try to forget how much you mean to me. But not a day goes by that you don't enter my thoughts. I wonder what you are doing and who you are doing it with and then all of sudden the tears start to fall and I can't seem to make them stop. I gave you everything I had. And I gave up all for you. But in return you stopped loving me and found someone new. It was so easy for you to replace me when I can't think of going on with anyone but you. I can't find anyone that makes me feel the way you do. So am I to remain forever hurt?  I wake every morning and in the first few minutes the tears start to fall when  I realize I will never again see your face in the morning when I wake or be held in your arms  at night when we go to sleep and all of a sudden I am so cold. 

I Want You To Know

I want to yell at you for leaving me. I want to call you all the names in the book. I want to slam the door in your face so you know how it feels. I want to make you realize you were wrong. I want you to know how much pain I went through when you left, and how much I'm still going through. I want you to see how your leaving affected me. It's been awhile, but the pain hasn't stopped. Neither have the tears.

When you can't move on

When you lose someone, someone you love, when they break your heart. It's the hardest thing you could ever go through. And no matter how much time has passed, it never really goes away. You may think you're getting better, but then you get a flashback, or hear a song that reminds you of a memory, and it hits you all over again, all at once, like a stab in the chest, and you fall apart for the hundredth time.You feel like you just want to crawl under a rock and never come out. You love this person with all you heart even though you know you shouldn't. They hurt you worse than you've ever been hurt. They stole your happiness. But yet, you still want them and only them. Other people come along and give you chances to move on, but you know you don't want to. It upsets you that you might be moving on. Because you promised you never would. and even if they broke their promises, you want to keep yours. On top of that, you're terrified. Terrified of getting hurt again. But it's not like it matters anyway, at the end of the day you're still thinking about the person who has left you completely broken. You don't want to miss them anymore. You don't want to love them anymore, but you know you always will.